i feel bad tonight that i cried really hard. my husband is teaching me to drive. but it's not like a regular thing because i am also busy. when i get the opportunity, he would let me go behind the wheel. i feel bad tonight because i got rattled when driving. i asked him to take over. he said, i already tried driving while it is raining. but i got rattled, and then when i was to turn right, he said something about one way. so i went straight. but he meant something else and i didn't understand, so i braked. he thought i got angry. so he got angry, too. sigh...

i'm sorry, so did you guys make up?

yeah after two days, but now, we are fighting again, for something different, i wish this will end. all i want is a happy, quiet, and peaceful life. I just want to be with my man and live simply. yet, there is always something... sigh...

well i would hope that both of you guys will have a better relationship. Just always a whisper a prayer and i know that you will have less fight or disagreement with your husband.

yeah, i know. i just wonder why lately i feel very easily angered and saddened. i would cry easily and just get irritated over the simplest things. i know i am not pregnant. i just tested today. oh ...i dunno what to do. that is why i just post here.

well it is just normal. some times we will feel the pain days after the incident. some times we don't immediately feel the sadness. we may angry initially, but the sadness will just follow afterwards. are you talking about not getting pregnant. well i hope that you will have a child soon.

i want to get pregnant. we have been wanting to conceive ever since we got married. but until now, we haven't been blessed with one yet. i am still hoping and i am taking supplements. i don't want medication anymore.

Try talking to him about how you're feeling, and maybe he'll understand. Talking about your problems is sometimes the easiest way to solve them.

yeah, we finally had a good talk after dinner. we are better off now. i hate it when we fight. sometimes over the most ridiculous things. i am just waiting for him now to come home. thanks for caring!

Yeah, fights with loved ones are really hard. When I fight with my girlfriend it's usually over something stupid. I just try and remember that our love is more important than whatever stupid thing we're fighting over, and we end up talking it over.